i'm sad today,.,
well it's because of my so-called "bestfriends",.
well,.
i do still consider them as my bestfriends,.,
but,.the question is,.,
"Do they still consider me as their bestfriend?"
well,.,of course,,.i know that i always decides for myself,.
without even thinking of what will happen,.,
but,.,i can't help it,.,
i just want to show my feelings,.,
but i know,.,i don't have the rights to be happy,.,
all by myself,.,
i'm just happy when i'm with them,.
we always promise to each other that whatever happens,.,
WE'RE STILL BESTFRIENDS FOREVER,.,
but i don't think,.,
we will fulfill that,.,
maybe,.,they CAN fufill it,,.,
without me,.,
i just want to give them the best i can do,.,
but it still doesn't work,.,
i'm just a bad bestfriend,.,
how i wish,.,
they can see the best inside of me,.,
i'm not beautiful like them,.,.
i don't have anything special on me,.,
i can't show anything,.,
maybe,.,i'm just the one who's ruining the Jenny's Entertainment,.,
maybe,.,i should,.,
stop squeezing myself into them,.,
maybe that's the right thing to do,.,
they don't need me anyway,.,.